hidup ditanganNya

dan mati kuasaNya

airmata teguranNya

dan bahagia seizinNya

sepercik air wudhu

diantara serambi waktu

berharap hapus noda diragaku

bersimpuh luruh diantara deru

berharap redam galau dijiwaku

panjatkan do'a-do'aku

berharap seribu bunga menjadi wangiku

dan seribu pelangi menjadi auraku

~sweesal~

it feels upside down
lonely in the crowd
trapped in the freedom
can't even say a word
just keep yelling inside
tears can't help at all
but it keeps dripping
i got so much love
but something is missing
i'm totally lost

~created Dec 9th 2010~

Having same feeling doesn't mean having the same path
Even little empty space always looking for the weakness of a relationship
Can't blame anyone..
Maybe it's just not the right time.. Not the right person..
Have to let go

~created: Oct 11th 2010~

Sometimes better things that appear in the present
doesn't always replace the thing in the past,
it will always be there behind the door of the soul..
Anytime we open and close the door, it might be seen
How tight we close the door.. it remains still..

~Created: Oct 11th 2010~

do i need a reason for my heart beat so fast when seeing ur smile?
do i need a reason for my mind fly so high when looking at ur eyes?
i see the deep of the heart offered me a warm nice n cozy home in there
am i dreaming? or am i hallucinating?
but i really want to be embraced by all the sweetness of yours
babe.. i might be lost by ur charm in the short passage of Chat
but am glad that i found my self again.. thanks to u..

~created: Feb 19th 2010~

comes the moon
n sweet smiley to the sky
then come the stars
n naughty wink to the romantic night
then comes the wind
n softly whispering..
i want those all stay around me
all the love n me

FF-Account of sweesal
November 12,2007

been through many kinds of drawback
stopped me in a quiet shelter for a while
but the tick-tack keep moving ahead
and i know.. i cant stuck anymore
i decide what i never braved to decide
one step at a time .. with smile..
im sure tomorrow will be better..
even if not.. then still have many chances to look at
just keep move on
with heart.. mind.. n honesty

FF-Account of sweesal
November 12, 2007

Argo-24 feb ‘09

Aku tidak setegar itu
Tak mampu menahan airmataku
Saat memori itu terus menggantung diujung angan
Saat ayahku meregang sakit
Saat ayahku meregang nyawa
Aku tak kuasa merasakan apa yang ia rasakan
Hanya hati serasa tersayat dan Hanya do’a yang terus aku panjatkan
Mohon kekuatan dan kesabaran
Tetapi tetap saja ada yang hilang
Tak dapat lagi ku temukan
Sosok ayah yang selama ini lekat dalam pandangan
Kini hanya dapat kutemukan dalam bayangan angan

Feb 22nd, 09.

Is it gonna be different
Or just the same..
A while ago I still could see
His smile.. his laugh.. his jokes..
But now he has gone
Leave all the memories behind
I know it’s gonna be different without him
A father.. part of my life
God has took him back
All my best wishes for my beloved dad..
Rest in peace..
I love you….

CiNta

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